arghhhhhhhhh.....

i was on sucidial mood. everything seems to go against me .. i failed my geo, my phys.. a veri big impact for me.. never had to get back 2 tests paper in a day and realised dat i simply flunked 2 tests wif super lousy grades.. wanna jus end my life.. guess i jus didint have the courage.. i jus realised dat i wasnt doing well for my sports too.. i've realli slack alot on it.. how i wished i was ni my fairytales; someone motivitating me in it.. i realli miss those times when i can slack.. todae we got back our geo paper.. den bernard chew was sooo angry.. den he simply threw our papers on the floor jus b'cos we onli had 8 failures.. he asked who gt study den sit down.. i wanted too.. bt didnt have the guts to sit down.. hais. we used the whole 1h to study for the test lorr.. den have re-test TODAY when we jus got back our paper TODAY.. somemore answer scheme wasnt given.. i felt so stress up.. it's nt dat i didnt study.. i DID studied. i studied the forest one.. and onli 1 mcq came out.. jun came to my class during recess. she told me dat dey suffer the same fate.. haha. bt their class gt 0 passes.. den the paper kena thrown in the dustbin... kinda wierd.. bt i guess we cant blame mr chew too.. i went home wif esther.. she nice. she nice. she tok wif me and make me feel sooooo happi.. bt.. hais. y we r so fated.. hahaha.. it jus happened dat both of us wanted to transfer to 3e5.. whhahahhaha.. so funni.. luckily i didnt let ms picca noe.. or else oso counciling.. sians. actually we both r veri similar in some sense as well.. lurve ya! =) i'm still waiting for ur sms. i dun wanna be the extra person. if u truely like her, den i definitely go away de. i wont bother u. bt.. jus wanna thx u.. the advice dat u give me. i wont forget. bt jus wanna say: if u nid my help, i'll definitely help =D it doesnt matta to me whether u lyk her anot.. bt if is yes, den i dunnoe wad i'll do. ok.. i recieved ur sms le.. it doesnt matta to me dat u lyk her.. bt y i was involve? y mus u choose btw me and her?